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Episode #1. Who Is Eliza Mae


Have you ever hid who you truly are?

Have you ever felt like an imposter just trying to figure yourself out?

Have you ever tried to live your life authentically, expecting support and encouragement only to be met with ridicule and judgement?

I’m sure at some point you have and well, that’s why we are here.

 

I want to be honest from the beginning and let you in on my little secret…. 

Eliza Mae is my pen name. 

My identity will be hidden and remain hidden, to protect myself from ridicule and allow me to live my truth without any repercussions, also I would never ask to harm those who have harmed me…. No matter the hurt, no matter the scars, people make mistakes, including myself. I want to be honest and I would never ask to ruin their lives…. Ever. 

Everything, I will be talking about will be real life situations and events that have happened. To do that, names are subject to changed but everything else will always remain my truth.

 

What kind of blog is this?

In short, this is a Personal - Lifestyle blog where my hope is to inspire people by share my passion for childhood development, marketing, health and wellness, love and relationships, living a life thats free of pain and suffering from chronic medical problems all the way to abuse and trauma. I will be sharing stories about motherhood and my relationship with my partner, adulating, family moments and ALL the things I have learned along the way.



 

So, who am I?

I come from a narcissistic and deeply unhealthy “listen, little girl” kind of family.

I've been told I'm a drama queen and honestly, I can be at times but who isn't?

I smoke weed to help with pain management and anxiety, from:

I have endometriosis and polycystic ovarian syndrome (pcos) as well as a ton of allergies and sensitivities to foods.

I had an extremely slim chance of getting pregnant and I beat that!!!!! 

I was sexually assaulted and held captive at one point.

I was abandoned and sent to a boarding school 2,000 miles away from home.

I was abused as a child from a very lost mother who was never shown a childhood as it should have been. Consequently, I have had to do a lot of soul searching and change myself as I fought with myself from repeating the family cycle…. It WILL end with me!

Piano calms my soul and music runs through my veins… 

I am a fish at heart and love the ocean and swimming!

I also love the mountains and snowmobile as well as camping as often as possible.

I'm a gardener and have grown my own medical marijuana.

I LOVE space... Star Wars, YES PLEASE!

I enjoy teaching and educating others, although, I was never a school teacher.

I could keep going but then what’s the point of a blog? I can’t share everything in one sitting, so make sure you stick around for the next episode ;)

 

I have dreamt of having a blog or writing my own book, since I was little. 

Writing has always been in my heart, as it felt safe to vent and release emotions as well as help find myself.  There was never judgement or mocking, no one was mad or upset and it was my safe place to be as creative or real as I wanted… till my mom found my journal and my life was turned upside down. 

This blog is ultimately my testament to how much work I have done on my personal life and how I got to that green grass that I had cried and begged to find. They said to create the life I wanted and well, I have found my tribe and they have helped me to the life I've always dreamt of. 


Thank you for becoming apart of my story and being here!

You will never understand how much it means to me that you are reading my blog post, and my hope is that you will enjoy reading more!

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